Monday, October 31, 2005

haha.. sch starts 2day.. e sch's program abit sucky n so im here typin away.. yea.. lesson shld end at 5, bt we're already released!
watched cello last noon.. n i tot it's gonna be a horror flick.. bt it onli frightened me once.. ahha..
oops.. cant blog.. gotta go.. hee
chloe feels 2:38 PM

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

hasnt been bloggin for 1 wk plus..
been out everyday hangin out wif tt bunch together wif kx.. n nw kx gets along quite well wif them esp wif e guys (;
cant imagine sch's startin next wk.. sian lah (kel's fav phrase.. hahahaah)
i haven enjoy enuff yet.. i wan more fun..
anyway, caught april snow on mon.. son ye jin's pretty n gentle, bt e show's kinda quiet, like silent moments.. ahhaa.. i tink my voice culd juz fill e whole theatre.. n i love love love PEPPER LUNCH tt pepper beef set.. n im so gonna try salmon n ribeye set.. yummy.. i miss e food, n of course cheese prata.. n ya obviously, i hope 6mths juz fly away as quickly as possible.. i distaste takin those pills n as though im takin slimmin pills.. bt i hope those pills culd make me slimmer, bt once again.. NO WAY! coz ttz one of e side effects of gettin liver damage.. nono.. i stil wanna be healthy.. n nw i crave for ice cream prata..
celebrated alick's bday last fri.. we bought him a choc cake n bracelet.. n we cycled ard east coast park together wif yanling n her new beau, e one who sae me stupid.. he's like a monkey lah.. hahaha.. n wif e sian lah king n kx! had dinner at e hawker.. so full bt yummy.. i love piggybacks q;
hur.. last wk of hol.. i cant tink of anythin to do.. lessons on mon starts at 1pm, n i hav to travel sucha long journey again.. bt i tink semester 2's betta, coz kx has to study on fri.. hahaha..
n we hav to register for e gems thingy.. n yea! i got into same module as kx n same class.. hahaha.. if im nt wrong, shld be e same (; im high nw lah! haha..
gotta go for mac lunch.. fishy misses burger.. (;
chloe feels 4:14 PM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

cant imagine takin those so-called 'vitamin C pills' for half a yr.. it'll be absolutely alrite if its juz a mth, bt is 6 mths!
spent 2hrs plus at e hos there, measurin our bumps n had x-ray.. 1mm makes soo much difference.. n 16mm needa take 2 kinda medicine.. kinda inaccurate, bt we've got no choice );
went ps for pasta after tt, n i tot we'll be able to catch the wig show there, bt there's onli 2 timings left.. e 3 guys were tokin abt games NON-STOP! i tink dey can spend their whole life there chattin abt games lah.. den 4 of us juz sat down there doin boliao stuffs.. haha.. makin ball, tooth, star, heart.. stuffin cheese into e tooth n blah.. n wen we done our makings n stuffs, dey were stil tokin abt games! idiots lah.. ahha.. guys onli tok abt 2 stuffs, ttz G n G.. games n gers.. ttz wat kx sae.. haha..
headed to tamp after wif yl to find her boy n to catch e show.. e tickets were nt available at machine, den kx suggested century sq.. he juz keep laughin at me lah huh.. hahaha.. anyway, e show's okie, quite scary n frightenin wen e cat jumped outta e closet followed by e woman.. so damn disgustin wen she's scratchin her scalp wif pills n blood oozin out.. ish..
i like it wen u do e finger pointpoint wif tt face expression n e touch ur chest bt nt tummy durin horror shows.. hahaha.. so funny lah q;
chloe feels 12:03 AM

Saturday, October 15, 2005

im gettin depressed, i cant seem to get e ans for all these doubts.. i dunno y one can go ahead to do wat he wanna do stubbornly despite e many warnings he had.. arent he afraid things may turn out to be really negative? i dun understand y he cont to put them on wen she's always against to it.. e 2 previous times, e 3rd time, n tis's e 4th time.. cant u juz get enuff of those?! she's gettin really down nw.. );


im really feelin kinda inferior nw.. i dunno watz gonna happen on mon.. really.. i noe im nt gonna die, bt i dunno whether i'll be contracted wif e disease.. i dunno whether i'll be isolated frm e rest.. i really DUNNO! i dunno y tis disease passes ard e sch n made us all go for e check-up.. im worried )'; it doesnt really swell up, bt there's a coin-sized pinkish little bump appearin on e arm.. though its onli e 1st day, bt im afraid it'll becum bigger e next day.. i dun wanna drag my family n close frenz down.. haiz.. dunno wat to do.. its like everythin became outta control n i cant seem to get any more optimistism..


e older u r, e more worries u're gonna get..
as u becum more sensible, e more mistakes u're gonna create..
n as u tot everythin wil stil go on smoothly, ttz where u dun plan them well..
e higher ur hopes r, e more disappointment u get..
while sumthings r meant nt to be, forcin ur way thru may juz cause more unhappiness..


feelin vexed..
chloe feels 9:20 PM

Friday, October 14, 2005

went for TB check-up tis noon.. it's far.. up n down e slopes alrite.. n we got injections in e end.. juz like wat we had durin P6.. kinda scary, til nw, we stil hav no idea who's e one who has contracted wif e disease.. n so its like we keep on guessin n so on.. i hope nth wil happen to us..
went for lunch n singin after tt.. i tink we nva had any singin for too long n we're losin our voice for e songs.. hahaha.. n we always save time by skippin e songs wen dey're cumin to e end..
oh.. haha.. fish's present (; so damn feminine ah? haha.. pink colour summore.. haha.. funny..
den headed for dinner at chinatown's tt mei shi jie.. ordered so much food lah.. so full so full, luckily i wore black 2day.. can hide e fats away n look slimmer q;


results cumin out in e 19th.. scary lah!
n we hav to go back to e hos on mon too..
chloe feels 11:53 PM

chalet pic.. i love tis..


i actually chatted wif sumone online, whom i 4gotten who tt person is til he asked me whether i got his no..
n alrite.. another one's like kinda fake lah..




e skeleton key wasnt nice at all.. i dun understand wats goin on n blahh.. my main point of goin out's juz nt to stay at home.. haha.. sumtimes i dun like stayin at home.. my parents' out to work, bro's studyin.. n im e onli one left at home.. how borin.. no one to tok to, unless frenz call up for chats or wat.. n i hav to face e tv for e whole day..
n yea.. i get to eat cheese prata ytd.. wif tissue prata.. hmm yummy (; i like it wen sumone rmb wat u like to eat n wat food u're cravin for, n bring u out there to satisfy ur cravings.. ttz really nice..


is tt e main reason for askin u out or wat? sounded as if she's pairin u up wif herself, n goin out wif e couple.. hmm.. wat a comment she gonna giv.. shut my mind off..


i dun really noe watz happenin to my class, bt each of us received a letter frm tan tock seng hos to inform us to go for a check-up for TB.. so stupid alrite.. n my fren tinks tt is one of our lecturers.. hmm.. im nt sure abt tt..


misses
chloe feels 12:08 AM

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

i miss everythin soo much! e chalet, e food, e jokes, e stories, e frenz, e rides n even e insects lah.. hahahah.. bt i was tired for e 3 days there.. din get enuff slp, n my stupid flu juz made me went sneezin thruout.. n tt gastric pain..
i miss everyone so much! yanling, suwati, linjing, fish, chris, yujue, kel, eug, miemie, alick n my pig! haha.. 3 days juz pass so damn fast lah.. im stil in e mood.. hmm..
e guys n me went to cycle to c e red house.. miemie told us nt to comment abt anythin, n i kept really quiet thruout.. bt kx's cyclin skills juz made my butt kinda pain! haha.. bt nice ride anyway, coz i need nt do anythin cyclin.. haha..


miss e nite time most (;
played games n chatted til we cant slp.. ahaha..
n kx loves askin me tis n tt q; so nice lah..
i miss my big bolster..


i typed too much 'miss' words le.. haha.. bt really miss everythin n everyone soo much!
chloe feels 9:58 PM

Sunday, October 09, 2005

we were all veri xcited abt holdin a chalet be4 exams, coz we need a break together desperately.. howeva, our moods really changed after exam! its like.. we arent tt xcited abt tt anymore.. probably, hols came n tt we juz hav soo much time to slack n watsoeva.. so nw.. chalet's like nth to us already? doubtss.. (;
juz came back frm bedok's supermarket wif kx.. feel like pinchin his cheeks! haha.. he told me to meet at 11.30 tis mornin to buy his chicken wings.. n he ended up wakin at 12plus!!! tog-gong ah.. ahha..
feel kinda draggy nw.. i dun wanna pack bag.. n imagine i'll hav to carry kx's bball to e chalet.. haiya.. coz he has to carry those marinated wings n stuffs.. haha..
n he's sucha a lazy bum.. din wanna bring tis n tt.. ask me bring for him.. smart ah..
wateva.. im juz lazy for everythin nw, bt i ask him to bring solution for me (;


hmm.. went to town ytd.. like again? though i din saw any nice pair of pumps.. ahha..
we were supposed to buy sumthin.. bt we ended up buyin our own stuffs.. shopped for ourselves.. n yea! i bought a new pair of NUM flip flop, ear studs.. n both r in GREEN! ahha.. n a pair of shorts.. n my legs r so damn achy lah.. i dunno y.. as if dey r gettin weaker.. ahha.. no lah..


so tired nw.. n its onli 2 plus.. yawns..


imagine urself bathin in a shower corner of e toilet, wif tt big mirror juz beside tt tranparent door.. seein different actions reflected by u on e mirror.. ahh.. scary! n e no. of times u're gonna turn ur head back rite n left for assurance.. ttz e reasons i dun really like bathin outside.. esp in hotels, chalets.. im gonna make sure i can finish bathin in less den 15mins.. n wif a companion sittin outside e toilet to wait for me..
i dunno y bt i encountered tis wen im young.. i was peein in a public toilet's cubicle, i tink there's no1 inside n mummy's waitin outside for me.. its was a squatin one.. n i felt ticklish on my butt.. n it was nt once summore.. e feeling's kinda eerie, juz as u sense sumthin's near u.. n i bet it wasnt any insect or wateva.. aiyea..


haha.. anyway.. i wanna hav lotsa funs for tt 3 days!
chloe feels 3:13 PM

Saturday, October 08, 2005

m i sufferin frm insomnia? n im feelin so hungry nw despite havin a late dinner last nite..


watched crazy 1st love last nite.. e korean movie.. i like son ye jin, she looked really sweet n pretty.. ahha.. funny show anyway.. kx got sad for it.. dunno y lah he.. haha.. n i kinda wanna catch april snow..


yea.. gonna meet up wif them later, din went out wif them for a wk plus.. haha..
plus plus.. there's really nth much to do durin hols other den goin out n out again.. so borin alrite.. 3 wks left.. /;
chloe feels 11:10 AM

Thursday, October 06, 2005

i din slp well last nite, or rather din even fall asleep? haha.. sorta.. its like goin to bed at 2plus, den tossed n turned n dozed off suddenly.. n havin to wake up at ard 4plus after a dream.. tossed n turned again n again til i kena flu lah! n i eventually fell asleep wif those sniffings..


anyway, its mr ho's bday!!!
Happy BDAY (;
n he juz turned 17.. ONLI! hahaha..
went out wif him 2day.. he wanna go tamp.. den i was tinkin, cannot cannot.. i wanna buy tt pair of pumps, which is at orchard.. so i told him to go town instead.. ahha.. bt havin to go town means NO CHEESE PRATA for me.. i miss e prata so much..
n i regretted goin to town afterall.. i dun c any nice pair at all lah..
caught andy lau's tt wait til u are older show.. hmm.. its alrite onli, n he grew old damn fast..
hahaha.. so funny n stupid stuffin e peas into e balls.. haha.. (;


i like e way u keep on pressin e button q;
hee..
hahahaa.. n e way u cant bear to open e present..
chloe feels 10:57 PM

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

e weather's sucky lah.. im stil in e slpin mood.. woke up at 10plus, ate my so-called lunch, on e music player n dozed off on e couch til nw.. ;O yawns
i love mummy's braised pig's trotters lah.. yums..


(;
chloe feels 3:40 PM

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

i tried takin a book out to read.. tt book which i read for onli 30plus pages since sec 4.. haha.. n i stopped readin frm then til nw.. hahaa.. its abt geisha.. e story's kinda interestin.. n i read in mag abt e hollywood or wateva filmin abt e geisha's flick last yr.. i've been lookin forward to it n i tot its airin in tis yr's sept.. bt sadly, dey ONLI STARTED filmin durin sept lah.. which means i can onli watch next yr?
okie.. bt in e end.. i stil din take it out to read.. becoz im juz soo lazy..
lazy.. i dunno y.. bt i realized tt all my frenz love sayin tt im lazy! hahah..


i LOVE tt pair of pumps soo much lah.. i wanna buy!!!


i wanna get outta spore for shoppin! haha.. its been sucha long time i did tt.. i mean to msia wil do at least.. betta den nth.. bt time doesnt permits.. wif a bro studyin wen im havin hol or im schoolin while he's havin hol.. tooo bad );
n i totally abhor dreamin of my bro bein murdered lah.. i dreamt of tt last nite.. my pathetic bro.. n i tried all ways to hide him frm those murderers n it seemed so tough.. tt dream's so real.. hurrr..


i dun understand y sum ppl can cook soo damn well while others juz cant even fry an egg..
i was browsin thru mag den it came it a page abt stuffs to do below 17bucks or watsoeva, n there's a pt quoted 'learn to cook dishes frm mummy'.. n kx told me i needa do tt..
i was really outta ideas of wat to get for kx's present last wk, n one of my frenz told me to cook a dish for kx.. haha.. how sad.. i dunno anythin.. haha.. im onli cravin for kx's marinated bbq chicken wings nw..! n his roasted marshmallows.. yummy slurpps q;
chloe feels 3:27 PM

Saturday, October 01, 2005

im feelin gonggong nw.. slept at onli 5plus tis mornin..
was browsin thru mags last nite n read abt sharon au's goin to Japan for further studies n stuffs.. she's soo hardworkin k.. i reckon i wuldnt wanna study anymore after my diploma.. studyin makes one sick n tired, n there's so much stuffs to stress abt for tests n exams.. there's a part where she tok abt her bf, which i find it so true.. her bf did sum promises abt waitin for her n so on.. bt she felt tt no one can predict wat happens in e future.. its like.. wen u're used to.. nt havin u're bf/gf by ur side always, wil u stil cont to wait for him/her? for me.. i doubt i can.. i dun really tink tt long distance relationship can work.. imagine tt u'll hav to worry abt soo much stuffs.. esp wen one cant resist temptations, e jealousy over matters, e ppl he goin to meet, e very little time he's gonna spend wif u.. n so on.. haha.. i tink there'll be more arguments n misunderstandin goin ard.. hmm..


anyway.. spent my really-carefree-friday wif e one i miss most! haha.. he hasnt seen me for a wk plus, to be more precised.. haha.. shopped ard e town, coz im already sick of bugis, citylink, suntec, marina sq, plaza sing.. so no way im goin back to those places.. felt so moodless to shop.. its like, wen u wanna go out to shoppin, u hav tt u-muz-buy-at-least-sumthin-back mindset, u wun be able to find sumthin on e streets.. nth at all.. n its like, u juz wanna go out n walk ard aimlessly, u'll tend to find many stuffs u wanna buy.. haha.. i dunno y.. bt tis happen to most ppl i tink..
n so.. ya.. i bought nth xcept earrings..
caught red shoes in cine.. ohh.. e seat's comfy, much betta den gv.. for tt theatre onli.. haha.. coz sum of e theatres' seats in cine werent tt comfy at all..
e show's scary lah! bt i find it quite nice, onli tt its abit draggy.. n i felt tired watchin it, it was like nva-endin kind..


hols r here.. n nw i dunno wat m i gonna do for these 4 wks.. hah..
feels like havin a holiday wen u get busy wif sch's stuffs..
feels like goin back to sch wen u really hav nth to do durin e hols..


i love those tenpehs
cranberry juice
mango juice wif nata de coco
distaste cakes wen i really love tt swiss roll wif almond flakes
i dun wanna get any fatter wif tis nt-growin-any-taller height..
chloe feels 3:09 PM