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Friday, September 30, 2005
EXAMS' OVERRR! was so tired to blog ytd.. e facts.. it may nt be really really tt happy n xcited afterall after e papers ended.. it may nt be really tt relieved after exams too.. all energy was bein used up revisin exams n i dun really hav tt mood after e exams.. searchin for juz one present took ME n MY FRENZ.. lots n lotsa time! i'd been quite frustrated over it.. thx to all my darlings anyway.. (; my legs were so achy ytd after walkin to n fro juz to get e present.. haha.. dey were all helpin me to tink of wat to get.. hehe.. n i was like.. really dunno wat to get.. headache ah.. luckily bought one in e end, or else i really wasted everyone's time.. haha.. n i tink dey're gonna kill me for tt.. hahaha.. alritee.. im goin out.. like finally.. xcept ytd wif them all.. i can finally catch movie n so on.. after all e papers.. (; i threw everythin tt was in my mind away..! chloe feels 
12:46 PM
Monday, September 26, 2005 its mon! e last paper's finally cumin soon.. ohh yeaa q; i dun like e fact tt kx's paper ALWAYS end earlier den mine! ahhaha.. i cant stop tinkin tt thurs' arrivin sooon! i haven been laughin so loud plus all e hilarious stuffs for so long since all e tests n exams started lah.. haha.. everyone seems so damn pressurized leh.. oh mann.. thurs!! haha.. to yl.. hhahaha.. i find it soo funny.. my pink wallet.. hahah.. n ya lah.. stop tinkin abt ur relationship thingy! there'll be sumone for u.. juz tt u haven discover it (; so.. perk up! haha.. n probably if ur tt ahem has tot it thru, he'll noe who he really wans.. i tink all he needs is e time.. n he really needa open up.. so.. dun tink so much.. tink abt thurs! yippie! haha.. i dunno y.. bt i juz feel like laughin.. for no reason.. haha.. nt tt im xceptionally happy or funny thingy happened 2day or wat.. bt.. haha.. im off for e show! let me juz study tml lah.. chloe feels
5:39 PM
Saturday, September 24, 2005 i reckon i'd watched too much shows.. i dreamt of sumthin which i found really stupid alrite.. i dreamt of reincarnation n how i tried to avoid myself bein killed n stuffs.. den i told mummy abt it.. guess wat? she gav me a reply like tis.. y muz u always tok to me wen im readin mag or newspaper?? din even try to entertain her daughter lah! ); hahah.. yea.. last wk of exam! i wonder y e sch always like to drag e exam's periods til so long.. dey dun understand tt e longer dey drag, e more lazier e students get.. n its soo true.. 1 wk of preparation for a paper makes me feel so damn pooped tt i dun even wanna touch e notes.. plus e examination room's bloody cold lah.. i was crossin my legs so tightly n shakin thruout.. shiverin while tiein e string.. last thurs' stupid.. we were takin our exams, den out of sudden, we heard fon's vibration.. n i was like.. ta ma de.. who's fon lah.. vibration so loud summore.. den e 2 invigilators oso heck care abt it de.. after exam ended, den 2 of my frenz n i were tokin abt e fon, sayin e vibration's strong n stuff.. n i was takin my fon out.. idiot! it was my fon lah.. n i kept complainin soo much abt it be4 tt.. -.-''' aiya.. how i wish i can skip dinner.. chloe feels
7:15 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005 tml's exam! yeaa.. n i hav yet memorise anythin.. wish me lucks den ppl! haha.. 50%.. tis 2hrs paper costs me 50% of e whole module.. n here i m.. online everyday.. if nt i'll watch shows, listenin to music.. im slackin thruout.. chloe feels
1:57 PM
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
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2:14 PM
Monday, September 19, 2005 im nt a satifactor to ur satisfaction we juz hav different mindsets totally i ignored.. chloe feels
11:51 AM
Sunday, September 18, 2005 i remembered e 1st time kx tried to make me laugh was joinin both of his palms, showin me a smiley face.. he told me i'll laugh for sure.. i did nt.. bt i smiled.. tt was e 1st time i saw sumone's palm's liddat.. haha.. he told me he cut both his palms.. haha.. bt he was soo shy den.. n it became my turn nw.. haha.. i always told voon tt i kinda dislike guys' hands to be as smooth as gers.. i dunno y.. i feel tt dey're abit sissified? n nw i finally understand y.. im afraid my hand wil be slipped down frm theirs, causin to lose a touch of secure.. i need xplainations n understandings frm various actions, nt juz to satisfy my curiousity, bt oso to reassure me wif tt sense of security.. if kx culd stay in jc tt time, i wonder how much our relationship wuld change.. much more drastically.. he wun hav time for me.. he was filled wif damn lotsa activities durin e 1st 3mths.. no excess time for me n stuffs.. n i tot im gonna hate him.. i tot tt everythin wuld be over once e term's start.. i had nth to tell, neither wanna share anythin wif him.. laughters can onli be heard wen im wif my frenz, family.. xcept him.. n back to sec 3.. be4 our 1st mth anni.. i told jm dey all dunno how long both of us can last.. mayb nt even a mth.. no feelin's involved totally.. bt nw.. i noe i'll get really upset if he's nt gonna be my best fren, shoppin khaki, one who always accompany me home, one whom i always catch movies wif, one who always listen to my complaints, whinin, wat's-goin-on-everyday-life stuffs, n so-on.. u noe e sudden taste u're gonna get wen tt sumone u're veri close to, leave u? e sights becum so foggy tt u dun even noe where u're directin to.. u feel as though ur soul's been left behind n no matter how hard u're gonna try, u juz cant bring it back to ur body.. get upset xtremely.. n its so true tt.. no one wans tis to happen.. sum juz wanted to remain single, as dey dun wan others to hurt them.. dey rather let loneliness kill them.. wen everythin's becumin like part of ur mood, n u cant seem to get tiredness outta it.. wen u can get damn high abt sum stuffs, n get damn emotional over sum matters.. ttz human.. dey hav feelings all over, be it their mind or soul, n dey xpresses it out in different ways.. like how ur face changes wen u tryin hard to shit tt shit outta ur ass like as if u're constipatin.. human's life nva gonna be perfect.. n im wonderin watz gonna happen if i step into e society to work next time.. im stil yearnin to hav sumone to send me for work, pickin me up after work to go for dinners n send me back home.. (; im headin off for my chips! two days of turned-off my mind makin me feelin as if exams over.. haha.. dreamin lah wl.. 2wks.. n u're gonna be celebratin.. yeaa q; chloe feels
8:08 PM
Saturday, September 17, 2005 3 tests had ended! we're left wif 2 more.. alrite.. T W O! yeaaa (; bt i screwed it up all practically lah.. havin to leave e 10marks qns undone for construction n 45marks qns for drawin! im soo.. i dunno wat to sae abt myself.. too tog-gong already.. n im gettin lazier in studyin e next followin 2 exams.. i wan fun! 2 wks aint long or short.. bt 2 days of exams' juz draggin it longer n longer.. i had no idea wat im tryin to sae rite nw too.. bt anyway, i went to catch a movie after test ytd.. night watch.. i tot its gonna be really thrillin n stuff.. n it turned out to be kinda shitty.. it bored me to tears n i almost dozed off.. i was tryin to understand e story bt kx xplained to me in e end instead.. so confusin lah.. i went for a haircut n highlightin.. kinda regret cuttin.. i dunno y.. i regretted everytime my hair's cut.. n i wan it to grow back faster.. ); im feelin sleepy.. chloe feels
3:58 PM
Wednesday, September 14, 2005 i juz crawled up frm bed.. watched e city cop wif bro ytd midnite til 4! n imagine tt he has to wake up at 6 for sch? tog-gong ah he.. ECT has always been a super borin module to me.. n poor me has to study it nw for test.. ahh.. n nw i realize, yes.. i hate e construction drawings n stuff.. veri much! alrite.. i dun xpect to get veri high for it.. at least a pass k.. i got 51 for last term.. haha.. lousy i noe.. after tml.. is fri! yeaa.. at least i can slack ard abit be4 e next exam.. bt i've been slackin ard much alot alot.. n design n drawin.. i juz dislike e elevation, plan, section thingy lah.. i dun understand too.. e t-square's bulky, i hate bringin tt lah.. i wish i need nt bring.. bt for tis test.. nvm.. I BRING! din get to c u for a wk.. (; tml.. pooped.. chloe feels
12:51 PM
Monday, September 12, 2005 everyone's busy revisin e upcomin tests n exams.. no time for us to play n fool ard.. bt i can sleep really well these few nitez coz i no needa go sch.. i juz go back sch for tests n exams.. n im wakin up in e noon almost everyday.. (; how i wish tests wuld be over soon.. n ya.. exams too.. im waitin to enjoy all e fun after tt.. n im soo cravin for those FUNS! i miss catchin movies.. i miss shoppin ard even if i din manage to buy anythin.. i miss e after sch meals.. i miss hangin ard wif them.. i miss chattin in big grps.. i miss laughin out crazily wif them.. i miss all e craps.. i miss e walkin home route n piggybacks.. i miss goin for cyclin n swimmin.. i miss e hugs.. u r funny.. laughters inside me juz culdnt stop.. hahaha.. chloe feels
12:18 AM
Friday, September 09, 2005 yea yea! IT's tests finally over! n im juz so glad abt it.. i need nt c laiwohchiong's face anymore.. tt idiotic old fellow, bt he seemed 'quite' gd tis mornin n he din invigilate us for those 2 papers.. so.. i shall nt blame him.. im a forgivin person (; haha.. anyway.. i tot tt 2day's papers' gonna be real damn tough, 50% summore.. n i din even practice for it, i tot im nt gonna do it well.. n i juz 'i tot n i tot' all e way.. get it? haha.. bt.. alick sat beside me! haha.. i noe i can really rely on him lah.. haha.. n wif tt nice invigilator [one of my IT lect], i copied frm him thruout e whole papers lah.. yeaaa! den went bugis's lerk thai restaurant for lunch.. was so hungry alrite.. bt e stewed beef noodles nt really nice, e beef's kinda tough.. i was cravin for shoppin lah.. n i saw socky on my way to platform.. i was wonderin who's tt ger beside her.. i called her on fon n she told me tt ger's lyn? haha.. how cum doesnt look like her?? if i noe, i'll call them already! lyn muz hav changed her back view, i cant even regconise.. haha.. i last seen u on wed, i wonder our busy schedules wil allow us to meet out durin exams periods? hahaha.. CONCENTRATE lah.. chloe feels
10:33 PM
Thursday, September 08, 2005 im supposed to be stayin at home revisin for law 2day bt dey wanna go back sch to practice access, n so i went back.. bt we were surfin nets, chattin n laughin down there, suwati's e onli one who really practiced for it.. its kinda big for my face.. ); bt i stil love it! after sch, met mummy.. i bought a top! yea.. its always gd shoppin wif mummy, i need nt use my own money.. hehe.. i wanna shop again lah.. bt it seems tt e last paper is stil so far frm nw.. hmm.. i'll hav to wait n wait n wait.. 3 tests next wk, 1 exam e followin wk AND last paper e followin's next wk! THREE WEEKS!!! let me faint down there lah.. wah piang.. i love e durian mooncake, its 100% durian inside.. shiok lah.. haiya.. hav to wake up soo damn early go sch for tt stupid IT tests.. idiot.. y is everyone stressin abt all these tests n exams stuffs?? pressurizin.. chloe feels
7:27 PM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
 wat a FFF [fat flat fly].. its ugly, n dull in colour, wif tt pair of eyes pointin upwards.. e shape looks like ga zhua [cockcroach].. alrite.. it was designed by kx.. which he named it ultrafatfly.. he made a shit too.. i wish i can use tt programme to create sumthin nice n creative too.. next semester.. after tml, im free frm sch tis term! wat a yeaa.. bt ttz wen tests n exams cum in.. ahh..! n i onli revised 1 topic for law.. n touch none of e rest of e modules.. bt there r 3 tests next wk.. sick.. i wan everythin to cum quickly.. 3 more wks, n i can hav fun (; i noe oct gonna be here soon.. n im sure tt im gonna enjoy veri much tt mth.. yea.. ur methods to others may nt be useful, so dun always hav ur own point of views n neglect others.. different ppl hav their own different genre of doin particular stuffs.. its best tt u mind ur own business.. chloe feels
8:16 PM
Sunday, September 04, 2005 i can juz link fri's nite n e whole of saturday together.. slept for 3hrs plus n i had to get up n went for e yellow ribbon walk.. e walk pooped me out.. e weather's hot n we were all perspirin like shit.. n i smelled like pool's chlorine.. watched red eye wif kx.. nice.. n excitin.. i shouted once durin e part where e man's behind e door.. n i dunno y.. 2 more wks to tests n exams.. i haven start revisin..! soo many topics to study.. poly's kinda torturin us.. imagine lectures endin at 4 to 5 plus everyday? plus e nva-endin projects.. n e soo-many-topics to study for tests n exams.. i wonder wen wil all these cum to an end.. (; e hugs on e way! chloe feels
8:39 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005 YEAAA! finally e chalet's booked! soo happy abt tt, we no need stay in e small tiny room wif e few of us bt a bungalow.. thx to kx's sis (; im so lookin forward to it.. haha.. bt is durin oct.. a mth to GO! chloe feels
9:19 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005
wake up wake up, on a saturday nite.. my mind's fillin wif hundreds of qns.. i wonder y n y.. is lovin sumone or bein loved's tougher? y sumone can actually commit suicide becoz love? y ppl go crazy over love? y everyone's so selfish wen it cums to the term 'love'? wen a ger gets upset over a guy, she cried over n over again, lose interest in everythin n pinin for him to return back to her. wen a ger broken up wif a guy, e guy wishes her to go back to him.. is there stil friendship wen a couple separates? monday paris, or mayb toyko.. i noe u're there.. funny.. u r nt gonna be.. mr monk-to-be (; chloe feels
9:00 PM
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