Thursday, March 31, 2005

im feelin kinda bad.. i'd hurt him.. n itz terrible.. i'd absolutely no idea y i sae tt..? hmm.. even voon sae im bad.. real bad.. i upset him.. bt was glad itz over le.. we wun wanna tink abt it anymore (; ya.. i dun wan it to happen again..
hmm.. bt was elated tt he go sp!! i mean yeaa! hee.. we can go sch together again.. really miss those sec sch days.. go sch everyday.. eat lunch after sch.. itz like can c each other every day.. real nice.. (;
i hope voon's appeal to sp can be successful, n i noe she really wanna go there.. she has been prayin hard all these days.. hahah.. im prayin in my heart too..
im gonna hav my lunch.. mum's cookin.. n i love e steamed cod fish.. yummy..!

chloe feels 5:26 PM

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

slept at 3plus last nite, den was like woke up damn early today.. at 9plus.. voon lah.. msg me so early.. actually i woke up by myself de, nature calls, needa release.. hee.. den wanna went back slp, bt culdnt slp le.. tireddd..
was chattin wif mum n bro til late nite ytd.. felt hilarious wen tokin abt our shildhood stuffs.. mum was like complainin abt how mischevious her elder bro was wen young.. den my bro n i were laughin damn loud down there.. haha.. really miss those times.. i stil rmb e 1st crush i haddd (; hee.. it was durin P1.. i loved chattin 2 e small boy (stil young at tt time.. haa..) n we always sat together durin exam periods.. n culd juz tok non-stop.. haha.. i saw him last yr at somerset.. he's stil tt small.. in size.. haha..those were puppies love.. is like u wun even go care whether how he has been, u wun even care abt his well-bein or watsoeva.. juz a pure pure sorta thing call 'like'.. at tt time, my grp of frenz n i were always tokin abt e type of ideal guys we wanna meet in e future.. bt as we get older, u'll find it less realistic on e type of ideal guy u're gonna meet.. bein frank.. we'll nva meet e ideal one.. bt.. rite nw at tis moment.. im already contented wif wat i've got.. (;


im beginnin to love tis song more.. 1st ladi's nva be replaced..
baby i love u
n i'll nva let u go
bt if i hav to
boy i tink tt u shld noe
all e love we made
can nva be erased
n i promise u tt u will nva be replaced
`simple yet sweet yeaa.. (;


sarbene called me last nite.. aiyea.. my bro was e one who picked e fon up.. den passed to me.. heard an unfamiliar voice, den he asked me whether i noe who he is.. den i asked back who.. den he sae 'im mr sarbene..' den i sian half le.. haha.. den he cont tokin abt tis fri goin back sch stuff to vote abt e 3 choices.. bbq, jb outin or prom nite.. kinda lazy.. den he kept askin whether i goin.. muz confirm den veri impt n blahhhs.. i kept findin xcuses.. hmm.. cant make up my mind nw..
chloe feels 11:20 AM

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

fancy me bloggin twice a day.. haaaa!!!
coz im bloooooody damn elated.. hahaha.. went for job interview juz nw.. one was at capitol centre, which is kinda ulu.. den e sales staffs r all those aunties,uncles de.. voon n i were like.. hmm.. den there's one uncle told us dey need full-timers, nt part-time de.. den both of us immediately sae thx n went outta e shop.. we walked ard raffles city.. den went to adelphi buildin, watson needs sales assts.. went there twice.. as e interview time starts at 2pm.. e 2nd time we went was like.. waahh.. so many ppl.. den i told voon 4get it lah..
den den.. haha.. we went raffles city to shop.. den both of us decided to go haagen-dazs to ask for job.. e ger has got e same name as me!! haha.. tt time went giordano interview oso got a ger havin e same name as me.. my name's so common.. kk.. back to e ice cream thingy.. she passed two application forms to each of us.. den we sat down at e roundish table n filled it up.. den a guy, one of e staffs down there took out a thick file n sat at e big comfy seat.. we gav him our forms after we filled up, den he asked us sit infront of him.. he interviewed us.. he's so frenly lahh.. it doesnt seem like an interview at all.. like chattin wif us.. den we were nt even stress or wat.. juz keep tokin wif him.. so funny.. den he asked 'u all dun hav anythin to ask me ah?' haha.. stupid lor.. den sae he'll call us within 3 days if e company's gonna employ us.. haha.. den both of us carried on wif our shoppin.. shopshopshop til we headed back to e mrt station to bugis.. den i took out my fon to check whether there's any msg.. den saw a missed call.. i was ponderin whether wanna call back a nt.. den juz dialed back.. den a ger answered n sae out haagen-dazs.. den i was jumpin down there.. she passed e fon to tt guy.. called dunno kitkiat ah.. haha.. dunno wat kiat lah.. den he veri funny.. he asked 'y ah.. called u both, den u all dun wanna ans my call huh..' haha.. den i claimed we were shoppin.. haha.. den he told us to prepare e 3 stuffs n giv it to him tml.. heeee.. im so so so damn happyyy!!
chloe feels 7:37 PM

itz rainin soo heavily.. how?? im supposed to go for job interview.. absolutely wastin my time.. juz hav to wait til e rain stops.. lazy me, lazy to brin brolly along..
im ponderin how's e interview gonna be.. im goin wif voon again.. i rmb tt time went to fila for interview.. haa.. was damn lucky.. she employed us on e spot, bt we were like.. 'huh.. so fast??' 'let us tink abt it 1st den confirm wif her again' den i confirmed wif her e next day.. yea.. she's one nice person i tok abt among those bunch of loathies.. she posted me to e shop nearest to my hse, tamp.. bt i was damn gong to sign e contract lah, wasted 500bucks!! it can be used to buy lotsa stuffs.. n i was actually compensatin to them, dumbie me.. den dad was like sayin.. treat it as a lesson, dun be so blur next time le.. haa.. den 4get it lor.. haha..
den nw.. oh, i mean later, gonna go for interview.. doubt dey wil employ us lah.. sch's gonna start in mid of may n itz onli like work for them for 1 mth plus n quit.. bt again.. hope dey'll employ lah.. if nt nth to do at hm de.. either stay at hm or go out.. life's like a routine nowadays.. n like wat adam has always been sayin 'damn stressed stayin at hm' feelin sorta vexie too.. let me get employed *hope.hope.hope* den i'll hav an easier life of pastin time.. much more easier.. wif money summore.. den can go shop for clothes,bags wifout usin parents' money.. n i'll feel more contented.. itz like.. i buyin all these stuffs wif my own hard-earned money.. heee.. xtremely contented!!
im a ger afterall, i desire for lotsa apparels, blahhs n blaahhs.. haaaa.. arent guys liddat too? c how picky kx is at choosin clothes.. dun wan too many wordin/pattern at e back of e tee, neither at e front.. k.. normal.. too many makes e tee looks like 'bengy' type.. dun wan plain oso.. gonna bash him up! *bisshh.. hee.. luckily e few shirts i bought for him were like plain de..
heyya.. y i jump to discussin abt apparels n stuffs? wasnt i tokin abt job.. yaa.. i hate e rain, wen wil it eva stop n let me go out? pls.. no thunderstorm.. im afraid of it.. or can u stop n cont e pour tml? or other day wen im at hm..? hmmmm..

im gonna get down later.. i mean real down.. damn bloody cheerless le.. sumone.. assist me......... how m i gonna face e fact.. e reality? distaste it.. enuff said.. things are always beyond our control.. btbtbt.. i juz cant help thinkin abt it always.. hymph.. loathy thingy..

listenin to hilary duff's 'getaway'.. quite nice, bt i'll always prefer avril lavigne's songs.. wonderin wen's her next album gonna release..


im feelin upside down, downside up, nt down to earth, my whole day's mood gonna stay still like tis moment.. my mind's complicated, unlike urs.. itz gonna be a damn gloomy day for me..
chloe feels 11:21 AM

Monday, March 28, 2005

!!crazy.!.DERANGED.!!

D-desolate
E-eccentric
R-rage
A-anxious
N-neurotic
G-gutted
E-exhausted
D-despondent

symptons of gettin depression.. nahh.. im nt sufferin frm tt.. im juz feelin sorta deranged.. feelin bloody damn terrible.. under sum circumstances like if im pissed, feelin down.. i'll ignore my loved ones totally.. probably i'll juz reply them once or twice or even givin an 'ohh' reply.. tryin to let them noe im ignorin them, let them noe i dun wanna bother abt anythin.. let them noe im e worst person in e world.. yeaa.. givin them an utterly heck care attitude.. how appallin can tt be.. im juz tis sorta person.. im self-centred.. unwillin to chng all tis negative attitudes.. dey dislike those, i noe, i did all those intentionally..



i'll hate to be happy for u if u're gonna be elated wif wat u've got..
chloe feels 11:46 PM

Sunday, March 27, 2005

`any moment, everythin can chng..

chloe feels 7:54 PM

Thursday, March 24, 2005

shld i choose to be happy for u.. or happy for myself?
i've no idea, im feelin damnn complexed.. haiz.haiz.haiz.


din feel like eatin outside stuff.. i baked myself potato topped wif miracle whip n corns, bacons bits.. hee.. similar to delifrance tt deli potato.. n mine tastes juz so yummy.. heee.. e softness, sweetness, crispiness.. n im already full by eatin juz one.. diet`diet

dad's bringin us out to pulau ubin tml.. yea.. i mean yea coz i miss e ride on e boat, n e fooodd.. sorta down.. coz tt place has lotsa mosquitoes, n e toilets.. i wun even wanna go in.. unless high tide.. n i rmb e fish i caught n let it go few yrs ago.. i rmb tt actually.. i caught it, bt was afraid of it, hence let it go instead.. im `nice.. heee.. heeyy.. bt i hav a cravin for fishes.. steamed ones.. tips`tips its gd for complexion if u eat it wif its skin.. i eat their eggs n fats too if dey hav it lah..
im kinda excited abt e trip, bt gonna drop dead once i reach hm..
chloe feels 2:08 PM

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

got up damn early juz to check my postin results.. yeaa (; i got into sp..!! e 5th choice.. which is kinda lousy.. bt alrite lah, its stil within one of my choices..
den went to sp to help voon to appeal for course.. e sch's biggg.. we were like perspirin non-stop.. n we dunno where to head to.. den went to ask e security guard.. n we went all e way down e stairs n head towards e concourse.. so many ppl down there, yet itz onli 10plus..
i hope she can get into e course she appeal for lah.. poor her..
den kx cant get into jc, bt he's like nt upset at all.. he expected tt.. n he's gonna appeal.. haha..
chloe feels 3:35 PM

Monday, March 21, 2005

i miss sumthin veri veri damn much..
soups..! i miss mummy's soup.. dunno how she boils soups, n itz tastes aweeSommeee!
postin results out tml.. i wanna dream of gettin into e same course n sch wif my darlin.. n in reality, it'll be e fact c;
e previous nite be4 releasin of o'l results.. i dreamt gettin e same pts as her.. n goddie.. itz true.. thus.. i realllyyy wanna dream of tt.. we miss e times in sch sooo much lah..
my mummy hopes i dun get in tp.. bt my3rd choice's tt sch.. ooo.. i yearn to get in sp lahh.. nt gonna bother itz far or watsoeva..

smiillllee!!

chloe feels 6:38 PM

Sunday, March 20, 2005

im gonnna miisss my sweetheart, voon, for 3 days.. itz like 72plus plus hrs.. oh dear.. n kx too!!
woke up damn late 2day lahh.. went to slp at onli 4plus tis mornin.. watchin shows.. bt enjoyed myself in e nite.. watchin hitch wif kx.. we onli decided goin out in e afternoon.. both of us feel like catchin a show.. bt.. i wanna watch the eye 10 soo much.. which airs on 24th tis mth..
hmm.. miss my two darlings so much so much.. love ya two..
chloe feels 4:16 PM

Saturday, March 19, 2005

i juz woke up.. bt it feels like i din get enuff slp.. stil blur blur de..
went out for bbq ytd wif kx n his castor frenz.. all of them r frenly (; veri funny n lame lahh.. den dey introduced themselves to me.. yup.. im stil tryin to remember their names.. so many.. den one or two were tryin to recall watz my name.. ahha..
den e gers played 7-up.. i dunno wat im doin.. is like i always lost count.. though there's a nice ger who always help me.. den went down into e pool steps by steps.. luckily e food was ready in time.. n i onli got abit of my shorts wet.. hee..
yepp.. e food was nice.. e chicken wings were marinated by kx's mum.. den there's spaggetti, quite nice lah.. bt e guys foolin e cooker.. haa..
den there's music.. n 2 guys were dancin down there.. sounds like entertainers.. n e gers told me dey culd even dance.. oosh.. i 4gotten where le.. den alot of ppl were lookin at them.. haha..
hmm ya.. n sumthin sweeett.. i told kx tt e corn's abit hard to bite.. den he's so nice lahh.. plucked every bits of e corn out into a cup n let me eat.. so nice!!! bt i din sae out to him lah.. haha.. i juz open my mouth n ate it, he had sum too.. n of coz it tastes much much betta..heeee.. nn.. e roasted marshmallows.. kinda watery.. yuMMY!
den everyone packed e place.. n kx n his fren dived into e pool.. after tt he kept complainin he's cold.. silly thing.. of coz lah.. at nite le.. den took pics after tt n went up to his fren's hse..
dey were playin mahjong again lah.. i watchin down there.. dunno wat dey were playin abt.. haha.. kx won alot n he's damn happy abt it.. haha.. n everyone's felt kinda slpy.. n we went home
stil needa bathe.. *snoreee*
bt ttz a fun nite.. (;
chloe feels 2:16 PM

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

hmm.. juz started bloggin.. itz much more troublesome as wat i'd expected.. bt wif ting's help.. i sat down there, shake legs.. most of e time.. while she clicked here n there to find everythin.. sooo troublesome n damn tirin lahhh.. haaa..
e weather's damn hot n stuffy.. bt went swimmin wif voon ytd.. n funny lah she.. she dun dare go deep pool.. den i forced her go.. hee.. we swam til our arms, cheeks n nose esp, turned reddish..
after tt we went to each other's hse.. ate chicken wings, which my mummy bought..
her mum's veri funny.. she always sae me to treat kx nicely, giv in to him.. haha.. coz voon always complain to her!! hymph..
chloe feels 7:19 PM