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Sunday, July 31, 2005

Dreamland
to dad: i dunno y u're tryin to kill me wen i din even offend u?
to mum: u're always my saviour, n i'll always shout for ur help help wen im in trouble..
to bro: u're stil as mischevious..
to voon: u onli appear wen there's fun..
to cousins: all of u seldom appear..
to kx: i onli rmbed u dyin over n over again..
to closest frenz: u all appear wen there's a big batch there..
those were dreams..
i seldom dream durin e nite onli if i slp damn early tt day..
n i hate it wen i hav many dreams in one nite..
wakin up wif a dream, n slp to dream again..
bt i love day-dreamin, n ttz bad wen u cant pay attention to sumone who r tryin to chat wif u..
i cant imagine how's life gonna be in e future
i juz cant

chloe feels 2:12 PM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005



isnt he adorable? haha..
i went for my CIP all e way to yishun ytd.. to a childcare centre wif my gers..
den dey separated e 5 of us to various classes rangin frm playgroup to K2..
den i chose pre-nursery, i dun really like kids lah.. esp those ard 5 to 6 yrs old ones.. hence i chose those 3 yrs old kids.. bt playgroup n pre-nursery merged ytd as one class in e end n i did my job wif suwati.. we din noe wat to do initially, juz gathered wif e kids.. dey're, in fact.. cute! haha.. n there's these few of them stickin to us always.. haha.. dey kept holdin our hands, n dey always sit on our laps..

look at e boy in e pic again.. i LOVEE him lah! haha..
his fav phrase 'dong dong cheng shua ya'..
i dunno y he kept sayin tt..
n i'll call him 'dong dong cheng' weneva i wanna take photos..
there's another lil ger, she's cute too..
she's 4eva smilin.. hahah.. so sweet..
n dey both love takin pics..
n im so bad.. other kids saw i takin pics for them, n dey wanna take oso..
den i tried to find xcuses.. haha..
sum r nt cute lah, dey juz keep on cryin n shoutin.. for no particular reason..
n there's a few juz kept veri veri quiet..
n i had those few kids stickin to me ytd..

den while dey were waitin for their parents to fetch them home durin evenin,
i called dong dong cheng to cum to me to take photos again..
n i asked him to kiss me!! haha..
n he actually did.. haha.. several times wif saliva.. haha..
n i cant bear to leave tt place lah..
i even helped e ger to wipe her body after bathin, n i dunno how to clean her her lower body part.. ahha..
one thing abt them.. dey veri auto, dey wil cum up to u n bring their shorts to u after dey pee.. n u hav to help them wear.. haha.. den dey wil place both hands on ur shoulder.. haha..
my fav boy loves me placin my hands ard him wen he's sittin on my laps.. haha.. he's so cute! i love huggin him lah!!!
i miss him (; n e others!


chloe feels 3:50 PM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

he's so cute!
i like him n he's always smilin.. ahha (;


huggies!

chloe feels 8:39 PM

Sunday, July 24, 2005

had dinner at east coast hawker centre wif voon n her e other part.. hahha.. ordered so much.. n e food were damn spicy, my lips turn soo reddish, sucha hot sensation.. hoooo.. yet kx din even feel hot at all.. 1st time, he wasnt perspirin or complainin dey were spicy.. im useless tis time.. haha..


felt rather funny.. we ordered choot choot.. den u needa suck e meat out frm e shell in order to eat it.. kx was suckin n he sae he suck til no energy n tt he felt headache.. haha.. okie.. he's stupid.. i admit for him..




i rmbed i used to envy ppl who sit on wheelchairs wen young.. dey no needa to walk ard bt got sumone pushin them instead.. boliao.. n i love daddy's piggy back most.. coz mummy's nt strong enuff.. haha.. den bro had a small toy motor last time, which was juz nice to fit e 2 of us.. n we love sittin on it n movin frm one end to e another ard e house.. i love it most wen goin cousin's hse.. she had lotsa of barbie dolls last time, den we would play for e entire day.. or wen we were out 2gether, we'll shop for barbie dolls' apparels.. i love changin clothes for them most!




i wan a slow pace 2wards e start of sch..

chloe feels 3:38 PM

Friday, July 22, 2005

okie.. 1st of all.. im feelin damn pleasurable 2day.. haha..
my tests r over!! yeaaa..
law's quite okie 2day.. n modules like ect, buildin materials suck totally..




felt so relaxed after e test 2day.. n we celebrated! haha.. for such a minor thing, bt its nice afterall to hang out together wen u noe u dun hav any test e next day, n tt u no needa study once u reach hm n stuffs.. love tis day (;
went town n as usual, spent quite sum time decidin where to head to for lunch..
den went to seoul garden.. its sorta bad choice goin there.. im lousy at cookin n stuffs liddat.. unless kx's there (;.. hahaha.. im afraid of gettin splatted by oil.. den lj cooked for me.. how nice.. den e rest oso.. unlike e guys.. dey half-cooked those meat n gav me.. idiot.. luckily lj noe tt dey're stil uncooked..
we went on walkin ard, n headed to esplanade.. it was already e nite.. den we were sittin near e grass patches, n i saw a lady touchin her bf's tt thing.. in e public.. den i turned ard tellin them.. haha..
my legs r damn damn achy nw.. eyes r dry..
n im nt gonna worry abt sleepin late anymore tis wk.. q;




he counts e days
he counts e lunar date even
n he's even sayin he's boliao (;




love ya all! sweetdreamms`nitez

chloe feels 11:42 PM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

everythin's on e table.. e book is on e table.. table.. table.. table.. table..




alrite.. e notes r on my table n i hav yet read thru it..
n tml's my last paper!! yeaaa.. [yea wat.. term 2 cumin n there'll be test soon oso.. chey!]
went maxwell for lunch after test juz nw.. so damn full.. n i feel so tired.. n there's stil law test tml.. how? i wanna slp!




we're already plannin on where to head to n wat to do tml
e test tml.. kinda xcited.. fish keeps remindin me to wear
sport shoes.. ahhaha..
since last mth.. we've been runnin ard every fri..
funny.. onli e two of us.. den e rest walkin behind..
i noe its stupid.. bt its a form of exercise, where i can
lose weight, calories n blah.. haha..



i wan fun, laughter n joy tml! (;
















i dun wan hagen to be out.. haha.. i so damn wish tt sebastian to be disqualified frm e competition.. i cant believe tt his mother actually sae her son's gd lookin n cute! eeeee!!!

chloe feels 4:02 PM

Monday, July 18, 2005

humans r real strange.. dey onli noe how to console n encourage others yet dey dunno how to do tt to themselves..




he seems to get kinda gloomy for tt.. i dunno y?

chloe feels 8:43 PM

Sunday, July 17, 2005

one stuff i realised..
wen young..
u hav too many crushes, u like him 2day, u like another e next day.. n e reason u like them is becoz dey're gd lookin, funny or smart..
as u get older..
u'll get less interested in guys le.. [die die.. im becumin a les soon!]
haha.. is juz tt u no longer like a person tt easily anymore..
coz u dunno whether he's nice, hav a gd character or watsoeva.. n so wat if he's gd lookin or smart.. hmm.. i dunno lah.. at least to me, i felt tt way..


sumtimes.. its juz so tirin bein in a relationship.. true huh? haha..
bt again.. at least u noe there's sumone whom u can complain, tok to wen u're feelin down or elated.. sumone's there to share wateva stuffs u hav or he hav..
n so i find it impt to treat ur boyfriend or girlfriend as ur best bud, i tink it'll be betta? love's nt all abt gettin into a relationship holdin hands huggin each other sweet talkings kissin afterall.. it involves communication, encouragement, concernin n carin for each other, sharin happiness or sadness, noein one's needs, understand each other betta n stuffs..
tell me im already seventeen.. (;

chloe feels 3:57 PM

1. Been kissed: yeaa
2. Eaten sushi: i love it
3. Gotten hyper: ya.. esp in sch or out wif tt crazy bunch..
4. Been dumped: hmm.. dun tink so..
5. Eaten an entire pizza by yourself: i nva finish food.. even if i do.. its onli sushi
6. Been a rebel: im a gd ger..
7. Best friends: voon (; kx [he's one huge one q;], e rest r considered gd..
8. Gotten in a car accident: no no no..
9. Ever liked someone older: ya.. older ones r more matured.. haha
10. Seen the white house: no..
11. Hiked a mountain: haha.. nt a mountain, bt hike..
12. Been in love: yeaa
14. Made home made cookies: i dunno how to.. i miss e box of cookies (;
15. Cold or hot? neither.. warm..
16. Lace or satin: neither..
17. New or old: old r betta.. like old frenz
18. Roses or daises: i dun like flowers at all.. at least for nw..
19. Chocolate or Vanilla ice cream: choc wif fudge, wif almond flakes..
20. Winter or fall: neither.. autumn..
22. Do you like some one right now: i like everyone..
23. Do you have a secret crush: no..
28. What do you like in Guys/Girls: gentlemanliness! he needa be humourous, hence i'll be happy n laughin away weneva wif him. he muz giv in to me always, n a talkative one.. carin n sweet.. need nt be romantic... ahhaha.. im like fillin up sum matchmakin form..
29. Athletic or Artistic: athletic
30. Hard to get or easy: easy.. haha
NORMAL QUESTIONS
32. Who is your funniest friend? i cant tink of one rite nw.. jeremy?
33. Who do you email the most: i seldom email
37. Who do you have serious talks with? voon, kx, mummy..
38. Hugged someone: yepp
39. Get along with your parents: yeaa.. esp wif mummy.. coz daddy always disturb me!
40. Get along with your siblings: ya.. we do quarrel at times for nonsensical matters..
41. Fought with a friend: no.. im afraid of gettin hurt.. ahha
42. Been depressed: obviously.. haha
RANDOM QUESTIONS
43. Do You Like to Walk in the Rain: so so lah.. i rather hide under sumone's tees.. ahha..
44. Do You Like to Give hugs: i prefer bein hugged.. haha.. depends lah
45. Ever had that falling dream: hmm.. i onli rmbed jumpin off stairs wen e gigantic creature chasin after me..
46. What turns you on: une glace..
47. what turns you off: irritators..
48. What (who) do you dream about: dream abt? havin As for every module.. haha..
49. Who is your favorite cartoon character: jerry..
50. Do your parents ever make you mad? ya.. i'll scold them! hahah
51. What's your favorite saying? : hahahahahaahhaah
52. Do you want to get this back from everyone? dun wan..

chloe feels 3:29 PM

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

im real pooped..




went to jurong point for lunch after lecture 2day.. my classmates r one deranged bunch of ppl! hahah.. had fun wif them anyway..


on our way back to e mrt station, we saw an indian train security or watsoeva her position is..
she stopped me n my other 2 frenz.. claimin for spot checks.. den one of my frenz were askin y, n e indian lady, replied wif a bad attitude ' i want to check lah' n asked us go to e table infront.. damn it! den we 3 were standin infront of e table, she was tokin.. den we went 'huh', n guess wat.. she sae she was tokin to e pen.. wth! sayin tt her pen has no ink.. my fren den offered to lend her one if she needs, n she went on sayin 'no need, my office hav wat'.. oh man.. she's damn idiotic lah.. all these were stil okie.. we stood down there for several minutes n she din sae anythin or wat.. n out of sudden she sae to my fren 'open ur bag lah, read e notice on e table lah, take ur thing out', den we were like wat lah.. as if we noe wat to do liddat.. ass.. after checkin my fren's bag, she kept silent again, wif us stil standin down there.. den she speak up again lookin at me tellin me to take my stuffs out.. i took out n she asked watz tis n tt.. den wen i took out a pouch, n i told her itz pad.. she told me tis 'cigarette? u muz be a heavy smoker, later u get cancer'. WTF!! i din even offend her n she exaggerated a P to C! she's completely a bloody ass hog!! i ignored her, let her sae as though she's referrin to herself gettin all those sickness.. den wen it came to my fren for e last check, she saw e mp3, den she asked my fren y she use 2 hps.. my fren was like no, ttz a music player.. den she went on sayin 'use 2, y? one for calls, e other for msgin ah..' she abit sod de leh.. felt kinda irritated..




lemmi smile n i'll be happy

chloe feels 7:58 PM

Monday, July 11, 2005

i wuld sae kinship's like a bowl of rice.. it cums wen i get hungry.. juz like how daddy, mummy n bro[ he does his part at times ] rally out wen i get into trouble.. giv opinions wen i cant decide on anythin..
n friendship's so diff frm love relationship..
i wonder y..
u can hav so many gd frenz..
n yet u can onli stick to one bf/gf.. ya.. u can choose to hav many as u wan.. bt ttz bein unfaithful.. n obviously u dun wan others to treat u like tis in e future..
hahah.. im like doin reflection..
i juz woke up.. look at e time.. haha.. i din attend sch 2day.. yippie!!
i woke up [bt stil lyin on e bed], sorta losin temper..
had no idea y..
outta sudden.. i miss voon so much.. haha..
dey went for dinner last fri n i didnt go.. im lazy..
n mayb dey're goin marine bay for steamboat tis sat n i doubt im goin..
my term tests!
like wah piang.. term tests' like semestral exams liddat.. n i hav yet study for it..
so many tons of stuffs to study..
like e ect.. i hav to rmb e drawings of e columns n beams reinforcement, e pad foundations or alot more!! buildin science stil okie.. its somehow like physics.. doin sum calculations n blah.. buildin materials.. man.. i can juz faint down there.. topic 1 to 6! wth.. damn lotsa stuffs lah.. law's stil quite interestin at times.. bt imagine tt i hav to memorise soo many cases.. e plaintiffs n defendants' names n their cases, e judges e court held.. i dun hav tt much memory space in my brain.. even sony's 20GB hdd player may nt be enuff to contain all those..
how sad how sad..
i pinin for holidays to arrive faster!

chloe feels 10:56 AM

Sunday, July 10, 2005

my seat belt! (;




warmest as eva
securable as can be
n most importantly..
fits me!




went to catch fantastic 4 at tm wif kx juz nw..
din go there for like 3 to 5 mths..
walked into fila shop..
most of e things changed lah..
one more big mirror!
den e staffs oso..


sumtimes i wish im already a grown up,
bt stil hope tt i can remain young foreva,
as it does benefit u if u're a minor..


chloe feels 10:22 PM

Saturday, July 09, 2005

okiee..
juz read sockie's blog..
n she blogged tis out..
lemmi juz retype everythin be4 i head for revisions!
ahhh...




1. wad are you doin?
listenin to songs n bloggin
2. wad were you doin before?
brushin my teeth, wash up
3. who are you thinking of now?
e guy who always blush
4. wad does he/she meant to u?
meant to me? cherished one..
5. wad tym did you sleep last night?
abt 2am
6. wad did you do last night?
watchin e guess show, msgin, munchin on chips
7. wad did you last say to a friend?
haha.. byee
8. wad attracts you to the opposite sex?
e smile, features, humourousity
9. wad makes you happy?
any wittiness stuffs, havin a joyful day
10. wad are you wearing right now?
shorts, tees
11. wad will you do after answering this?
revise for tests [likely impossible, i feel like goin back to bed] or watchin shows
12. who was the last person you talked to?
voon..
13. wad do you want to tell ur crush but you haven't?
haha..
14. when is your birthday?
2nd feb'88
15. what you get 4 ur birthday?
i've 4gotten!
16. when did you last cry?
i had no idea totally..
17. when did you last smile?
i prefer laughin.. juz nw
18. why are u answering these questions?
nth for me to do.. or shld i sae i dun wanna study so early?!
19. when will you marry?
wen e relationship is stable enuff, provided we hav strong feelings for each others too, able to commit..
20. when did u last receive a gift?
15june
21. who will you vote for president?
huh? who's in e list??
22. who was the last person you talked about?
haha.. i dunno..
23. who makes you happy?
loved ones
24. who do u love?
those who love me!
25. who do you hate most among your friends?
no1.. bt i abhor my IT lecturer!! he sucks!
26. who has the cutest smile you've ever seen?
cutest? e blushin guy
27. do you belong to a club in your school?
nopeyy
28. how's school?
lectures suck, frenz' sodd
29. any regrets?
obviously!
30. do you take drugs?
nopppe
31. are you a shopaholic?
every ger is!
32. do you have someone in mind that you wish to marry?
im stil young! bt i do dream.. hahahaha
33. do you like swimming?
i like i like!!!
34. do you wear eye contacts?
ya
35. do you kiss your parents good night?
no.. dey kiss me at times instead.. hahha.. i use verbal
36. does your bf/gf often send you messages in friendster?
no leh.. he doesnt.. hahaa
37. how about in e-mail?
huh? use hp betta lah..
38. hair colour?
darkie brownn
39. hair style?
i love layered hair
40. feeling right now?
im damn hungry since last nite!
41. what makes u feel that?
no food in my stomach..
42. how do you treat your loved ones?
nt as gd as how dey treat me..
43. weather?
sunnieee
44. what are u wishing for now?
holiDAYS!!! to arrive earlier
45. what are you going to do now?
eat!




ECT
BUILDING SCIENCE
BUILDING MATERIALS
CONTRACT LAW

chloe feels 1:23 PM

Friday, July 08, 2005

he sucks
he sucks
he sucks
to e XTREME!




wat a loatheful sight!!

chloe feels 10:30 AM

Thursday, July 07, 2005

i crave for a bowl of durian ice kachang, wif additional corns..




i feel so lethargic..




im gettin sick of e mornin jam-packed rides to sch..
e insufficient n non-refreshin air..
e many types of butts n backs images of e passengers..


ohh.. drOOped!




there's tis mornin, my 2 other frenz n i were standin in e train..
we finally got 3 seats after standin so long..
we rushed to it..
to my disgust..
e middle seat had a line of water vapour on it [ppl's butt hOt, n i tink dey perspire thru it?]..
juz quite disgustin lah..
so 2 of us squeezed to e one n a half seats..
who noes.. came a man.. he immediately sat down in between us..
god! 3 seats for 4 ppl!
damn idiotic lah.. a MAN summore..
HOW CAN HE JUZ SQUEEZED IN N SIT?!
den i stood up, feelin abit sian le lah..




i saw tt man again 2day..
he kept turnin to our direction n stared at us..
his huge intruded eyes, wif his fists clenched.. i had no idea y too..




an avocado..
e buttery taste..
e smooth feels..
e great taste..

chloe feels 1:07 AM

Sunday, July 03, 2005

war of e worlds' nice!
tom cruise's sorta itsy bitsy funny in it..
den dakota fanning's abit scary, she shouts so loud, e voice so sharp..
an xcitin one..
e aliens kinda stupid.. haha..
wateva it is.. shld go try catch it..




how i wish i can go back to sec sch days..
e fun n laughters there..
were diff frm wat i can find nowadays..
plus poly life isnt tt relaxin at all..
time flies fast every moment..
n obviously u cant go back if u cant catch any of e balls..
there will be tests every 6-8wks..
n so much stuffs to study for..
wts..
):


chloe feels 9:29 PM

Saturday, July 02, 2005

i really loathe waitin for cabby at e taxi stand.. wasted more den half an hr before we boarded..




anyway.. went shoppin wif mummy..
went to orchard n suntec..
watz wrong wif orchard, or izit us?
we bought nth there..
xcept mummy's facial products..
den.. is really nth at all.. siann..
3hrs plus of shoppin n i din even get a top );


went to tangs market to try oyster mee sua..
quite nice.. shld go try it.. haha..
i prefer suntec..
bought all e things there..
n i love shoppin for bra e most! haha..
bt den i really regretted goin carrefour..
mummy always buy soooo many food..
n i realise one thing..
she always buy food frm every shoppin trips.. ttz for sure..
n its all so heavy..
containin junk stuffs most.. [my fav anway].. haha..




my legs achin..
n i stil hav
1
2
3
or dunno how many projects to do..
really tired lah..
term test cumin oso.. its like.. i really dun like poly..
e sch life there quite sucky.. projects every wk..
wen r we goin to finish everythin??
i prefer more fun den studyin.. its betta..

chloe feels 9:48 PM

Friday, July 01, 2005

had an IT test 2day.. e 1st test for e 1st term for e 1st time for e 1st semester n durin e 1st period.. k.. im sod le.. hahaha.. i DID study! haha.. it'll actually be quite easy if u study for it, coz e questions quite straight-forward.. BUT! i find it quite tough leh.. i dunno y.. so shitty.. n im afraid tt i might fail.. haha.. it included questions wif true n false options.. n those fill in e blanks ones wif helpin words.. n i tink i juz culdnt make it.. all e helpin words like can fit into every sentences..!
n sum of my classmates were even copyin ans.. god.. i nva copy, bt i asked.. hahaha.. follow e trend.. haha.. 3 pages for 100 marks.. siao..




went out after sch to suntec.. walked ard aimlessly.. bt were laughin like shit there.. haha.. imitatin how kel walk, how suwati walk, how whoeva walk lah.. den how all-in-one-soul walk.. hahha.. so funny n lame lah.. so stupid..
den fish n me kept laughin.. haha.. i cant tahan.. n summore i always laugh so loudly, no image at all! haha.. i feel like laughin again nw.. non-stop..
eatin tt time oso.. i culdnt concentrate on eatin bt kept laughin instead.. den dey wan me to finish my food faster n dun wan me to tok, neither tok to me.. hah.. den in e end dey had no choice bt to take my ice milo away.. so bad..
after shoppin ard, dey decided to take shuttle bus back to cityhall.. den i dunno watz wrong wif me lah.. i suggested to compete wif them by walkin all e way back to there wif fish.. poor us.. we ran all e way.. damn hot, perspired like shit.. bt we won! yeaa!! ahha.. n had to wait for them in e end.. bt our efforts arent wasted.. can lose fats too (;
its been such a long time since i exercise, unlike durin sec sch, where there is PE every wk.. i miss tt actually, though i dun like ben tan at all.. bt there isnt any PE lesson in poly.. n i hate puttin on weight.. ahhh!!!




i need water..

chloe feels 9:51 PM

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