Monday, August 29, 2005

chloe feels 7:33 PM

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

im feelin dismal..
kx feels tt im nt myself..
n was sayin i hav nth to tok to him abt..
haha.. i DUNNO y!




n it was so damn damn damn funny 2day in sch, outside sch, in e train, n while walkin.. r we [polymates] lame or wat!?
we laugh at nonsensical stuffs lah.. n kinda pervertic..
e cockcroach feelers.. shake shake thing.. e small pair of legs..
BUT we din laugh at those indian men alrite.. we're nt tt bad..
dey tot tt we're critisin abt them, coz we were laughin at our own jokes n dey kept lookin at us n even stood up n sat elsewhere..
haha.. wateva.. we noe we arent sayin abt them.. full-stop..
e cockcroach thingy sooo funny lah..
juz cant stop laugin.. hahaha..




i always love to 'let nature takes course' durin a relationship
where everythin goes on slowly n steadily
chloe feels 7:06 PM

Sunday, August 21, 2005

for once n all..
wen sum get together,
while sum got separated..
e world's spinnin ard, i din notice til then..




wen things happen, im e one who's furthest frm u all..
n i onli get to noe it wen everything's settled..
no one wans me to worry..
dey noe i'll stop them frm goin towards e negative ends..
bt all i wan is to c e smiles on their faces..
i noe things r nt meant to be at times..
n im feelin tired emotionally..
dey're worst den me..
gettin down, moodlessly..
i cant even help..
poopeddd`
chloe feels 6:59 PM

Saturday, August 20, 2005

1.CURRENT MOOD- in good spirits (;
2. SUM UP IN 3 WORDS WHAT YOURE FEELING. - full of life
3. HAVE YOU TRIED & DO YOU THINK LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK FOR YOU? - nva try be4.. bt i dun tink it can work.. im sumone who wil onli be moved by actions, bt nt over fon calls or snail mail or emails..
4. ARE YOU AN EMOTIONAL PERSON? - nopey, bt i do get down at times..
5. YOU BELIEVE IN BESTFRIENDS? - yea..
6. EVER FELT SO JEALOUS? - ya i did..
7. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DID? - took a nap..
8. WHO IS NEXT TO YOU? - no one.. im e onli one in e room nw, tinkin of e maid's movie scene.. e part where e hand stretched out pullin e leg.. FREAKY!
9. HOW'S THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? - brightness fadin..
10. LAST PERSON TO TEXT YOU TODAY? - kxxx
11. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT TODAY? - kxx
12. LOST A FRIENDSHIP OVER SOMETHING STUPID? - hmm.. nope
13. BEEN REALLY DEPRESSED BEFORE? - yaa..
14. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY? - ard 11..
15. WHAT'S YOUR RINGTONE? - dbsk-hug
16. WHO DO YOU CONSIDER YOUR CLOSEST FRIEND? - voon, kx..
17. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP? - check my fon n replied msgs..
18. DO YOU HATE ANYONE RIGHT NOW? - nope.. i dun wanna hav enemy or anyone to dislike
19. WHATS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOUR? - GREEN! n e purest white..
20. MISS SOMEONE? - yeaaa
21. LIKE TO WALK UNDER THE RAIN? - nopey.. i dun like e feelin wen e raindrops touches my face.. haha
22. SLEEP WITH/WITHOUT CLOTHES ON? - wif clothes.. bt i do eva tot of slpin wifout.. bt on e second tot, NO.. im afraid tt molester may juz prick open my window.. haha..
23. LIKE SOMEONE? - yepp
24. DO THEY KNOW? - dey noe it veri well..
25. THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE? - no..
26. WANT TO MARRY? - OBVIOUSLY! hahah..
28. ARE YOU A GOOD STUDENT? - im nt.. bt i do obey sch rules.. hah
29. WHERE ARE YOU BY THE WAY? - in e room
30. ARE YOU INVOLVED IN SPORTS? - involved? nope
31. BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT? - plainly no.. bt my parents r liddat? haha..
32. THINK DREAMS EVENTUALLY COME TRUE? - i dun tink so.. bt i do believe tt dreams r opposite frm reality..
33. FAVOURITE THING/s TO DO? - swimmin, cyclin, hangin ard/out wif frenz, shoppin..
34. FAVE PERSON: - mummy!
35. FAVE FEATURE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? - e smiles even wen he's tokin..
37. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? - mummy..
38. LOUD OR SOFT MUSIC? - depends..
39. NIGHT OR DAY? - nite.. its always cooler..
40. NUMBER OF PILLOWS ON YOUR BED? - 4..
41. WHAT'RE YOU GONNA DO TOMORROW? - do homeworks! );
42. WHAT'S YOUR BEDTIME? - depends wen i feel slpin..
43. WHO DO YOU TALK TO THE MOST - hav to depend.. sumtimes mummy, bro, kx or my poly frenz..
44. WHAT DO YOU HATE MOST? - wen my bro irritates me even wen im in foul mood..
45. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? - over e rainbow..
48. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED AND WITH WHO? - e maid wif kx..
50. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? - barbie dolls n e cookin toy sets.. bt it turns out tt i dunno how to cook at all..
51. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? - sleeeep
52. FAVORITE SCENT? - scent of my hair.. haha..
54. WHO ARE YOU AFRAID OF? - no one.. haha..
55. PLAIN, BUTTERED OR SALTED POPCORN? - salted.. bt i get tired of eatin wen there r so many seeds to take out.. so i rather dun eat
58. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR SHOES? - e beige one which i like most currently..
59. WHAT MONTH IS YOUR BIRTHDAY? - feBB!
60. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS? - makan..
chloe feels 7:25 PM

i cant believe junyang's OUT!
i mean dey shldnt use votes as majority in this kinda competition.. so unfair..
there r many ppl out there supportin him n yet he was eliminated.. );
hmm.. kx was askin whether e ppl r makin fun of kelvin? i dunno..
bt i noe those votes were sumhow compassionate votes..
n i tink tt those negative comments abt kelvin hurts him too..
junyang sings well n tt kelvin's voice kinda stiff..

xinhui sings well too, at least betta den kelly..
though kelly's frm sp.. hmm.. how biased this competition can be..




i finally caught THE MAID ytd!!!
hmm.. quite okie lah.. i gav it 5.5 nuts outta 10..
sum parts r really confusin..
n i shouted a few times.. it was like sudden attacks tt really frightened me..
kx was frightened too.. by my shriek.. haha..
n he got hungry til he suffered frm gastric pain.. finally!
hahah.. nahh.. bt he seldom get it.. n i feel sian becoz of tt.. no one entertains me.. really..
n he looked really sick.. hmm.. bt stil accompanied me home..
i was so damn tired tt i dozed off at 9plus n ended up wakin at onli 11 juz nw..
feelin energetic.. n im so hungry nw.. waitin for my bro to buy food for me.. haha..
oh ya.. he's nice sumtimes wen he volunteers to buy food for me or cook for me.. n i NVA!
haha.. i dunno how to cook, so he nva eva ask me to cook at all.. bt i do.. at times help him buy food k.. haha..


there r tonnes n yonnes of homeworks to be done.. sumone help pls..
haiyaa.. y muz there always be homeworks?? idiot lah..
i noe i can juz stone at home this weekend..


bro.. cum back soon yea.. i wan foooooD!
chloe feels 2:02 PM

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

life can be really complicatin at times..
i heard of guy hurtin ger at tt moment, n heard ger hurtin guy e next moment..
n i always tot tt weneva a couple encounters problem, e guy shld be e one to blame on.. m i rite or wrong? bt.. im a ger.. i side e gers obviously..
bt on e other hand.. guys r juz like gers.. dey hav emotions too.. dey do get hurt easily like gers..
howeva, nt all r liddat.. juz like sum of e gers, dey r strong, dey dun shed tears nor get down easily..


hmm.. if i were to choose, i rather be e one hurtin e other party, instead of me, myself gettin hurt..
ya.. i rather be egocentric in tis case..
im afraid of bein hurt, n i hate sheddin tears infront of others..


how i wish tt everyone can stick to one relationship tt culd last foreva..
perhaps foreva is a fake word.. lets juz stick it to last til wen one party dies?
hmm.. i wish..
so tt lesser ppl wil get hurt, more rooms for understandin each other betta?
n wen one gets sad, itz kinda tough for them to concentrate on other stuffs, n things might get worse den before?
probably everythin shldnt hav started at all?
or is love juz tt fickle?
or izit e foundation's nt there yet?
temptation?
or e feelings for each other's nt strong enuff to endure every problems?




i really envy those who got together durin sch days n get married wen dey becum adults..
how nice it can be.. (;
chloe feels 7:58 PM

Sunday, August 14, 2005

i love e way he piggybacks me.. runnin along e path, or walkin slowly til i ask him to place me down.. (;




went to watch weddin crasher.. i wanna watch e maid soo much.. bt both timings were sumhow quite packed.. hmm.. bt weddin crasher's nice n cranky.. haha.. rachel mcadams' eyes big n pretty, nice.. n isla fisher's damn horny lah.. hahaha.. she kept touchin vince vaughn's private part.. haha.. e audience were laughin so damn loud.. haha.. funny show..
bt stil.. e maid!! i wanna watch! muz wait til e end of tis wk le.. sian..


n it's mon again..
monday blues?
yea rite..
lecture ends at 4..
how borin can tt be?
xtremely alrite..
pooped!
chloe feels 8:38 PM

Saturday, August 13, 2005

i juz hate my NOSE sooo much..
always givin me troubles, n i hav been down wif tis sucky flu for days..
i cant breathe thru e nostrils bt mouth.. n it makes me feel sleepy thruout these days..





chloe feels 10:26 PM

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

im so tired lah..
i fell asleep durin lecture tis mornin, n even tot of skippin e noon's lecture.. n wen several of us decided on nt goin, e lecture's postponed to next wk.. great! bt nt on wed pls.. its e onli one day tt ends at 12, which means we can go out after tt..




time flies really fast ytd..
went singin wif voon, dj, ting, zihao n kx..
danced n jumped on e sofa, n i tink e sofa was spoilt, it produced an ek-ek sound..
den e waitress even broken 2 glasses of drinks..
went for sakae after tt, e plate of edamame smelled weird.. hmm.. like sum kinda washin detergent.. bt i always love eatin tt..
den we were tinkin of catchin fireworks after tt, n saw kx's castor fren on e way.. tellin us it already ended.. n i intended to go shoppin, there's 40% sales.. bt im too exhausted to do tt.. n e poor both of us were left to wait at e citylink there for more den half an hr juz for e crowd to go.. n guess wat? one of e policemen announced tt everyone shld clear away frm there, tt means we hav to walk to raffles place to take train instead.. how shitty is tt? bt kx stil suggest to wait for few more min..
was so tired lah..
n most of my classmates were damn listless juz nw.. all like stonefishes kinda..




y everyone's commentin abt e choc factory movie's nice? haha..
all i noe was tt my last movie, maredito, sucked like SHIT!
e maid's sneak preview airin tis fri.. i wanna watch i wanna watch!


frontpage sucks lah..
n kx's so boliao lah!!
he told me he lost one veri ex thing..
n tt was juz a game thing.. stupid..
chloe feels 6:43 PM

Sunday, August 07, 2005

i miss a blanket like u..
givin me warmth..
turnin to u weneva im feelin cold again..


though i may nt noe wat will happen in e future..
n i dun yearn for e best..
so as long as everythin's alrite..




e show we watched 2day really disgusted me..
e scene where e man cut his tongue in order to provide blood for e woman..
she sucked it frm his mouth..
n how he hurt himself wif pen-knife to feed her..
aiyeaaaa..


frontpage stuff's torturin me!
i hav yet find pics n e theme esp!
poopeddd..




he sorta annoyed me..
i cant possibly rmb everythin rite?
yaa..
nonsense

chloe feels 10:43 PM

Saturday, August 06, 2005

im a maddie over GREEN!


i'd been shoppin these 2 days n yet i returned home wif juz 2 pathetic stuffs..
i juz love those 2 green cardigans soo much n yet dey dun hav my size!
i hate tt lah.. e cardigans r so nice.. n dey're those green tt i like?
hmm.. bt anyway, im satisfied wif e one i bought tis noon.. (;
n e necklace..




sch has been quite alrite these days.. bt lectures r stil as borin.. n e most imptly.. i passed all my tests.. i tot i wuld fail, as all were last min work.. n nw im soo glad tt national day's cumin.. tt means there'll be a hol, a day wen i can go out n play n enjoy, meet voon dey all.. n things liddat (;
n goin to kallang to watch fireworks.. haha.. tt day's so well-planned.. haha.. i simply hope tt monday's a tuesday.. mon's schedule juz make me draggy.. esp wen kx's lesson ends onli at 5.30.. which is 1hr30min later den mine.. n my frenz esp kel always accompany me to wait.. plus he lives so near dover.. he's juz like a ger's boy fren.. haha..


i wonder how life's gonna be in 3yrs time.. wen everyone of us hav graduated frm poly, gers steppin into e workin society, while guys go ahead for their army lifes.. will everythin be e same? i wonder.. bt one thing for sure.. we're gettin our keys.. our 21st freedom, wifout parents' signatures n stuffs liddat.. will it be betta? i wonder too.. i juz cant imagine myself workin, no more of studyin, no tests no exams at all.. bt juz preparation of presentations of a job, handlin of files n stuffs.. wen parents retire n depend on u.. n wen u hav to be really independent.. quite sick eh..
n probably.. men n women wun get married, a trend next time wen we becum adults..
i reckon im nt tinkin too much.. as.. there isnt anythin for me to do nw.. (;
chloe feels 10:53 PM

Thursday, August 04, 2005

01. Name three things you're wearing right now :
- beige shorts
- white tees
- undergarments
02. Name three things you ate today :
- rice
- mutton
- i dunno watz e fried bean called
03. Name three songs you listened to today :
- 祝我生日快乐
- anyone of us
- e day u went away
04 .Name three people you sms today :
- fish
- kx
- yanling
05 .Name three people you talked to on the phonetoday :
- mummy
- fish
-
06 .Name three people you talked to online today :
- chewyee
- kx
-
07. Name three people who last signed into MSN :
- how
- i
- noe
08 .Name three wishes :
- pass every tests n exams these 3 yrs!
- get a drivin license
- grow taller? hahaha
09. Name three places you'd like to visit :
- new zealand
- amsterdam
- taiwan
10 .Name three of your favourite vacation places :
- tokyo
- seoul
- sydney
11. Name three of your favourite places to eat :
- pastamania
- sakae sushi
- jack's place
12 .Name three of your favourite bands :
- no
- pre
- frence
13 .Name three of your favourite movies :
- howl's movin castle
- i reckon bewitched's nice
- n i tink memoirs of geisha's airin soon..
14 .Name three of your favourite models :
- i
- dun
- noe
15 .Name three things you did today :
- watched cip video
- got back test papers
- went back hm wif kx
16 .Name three people you would like to meet :
- voon
- kx
- my sec sch frenz
17 .Name three of your greatest assets :
- my closest frenz
- one of my fav necklace
- family
18 Name three of your relatives :
- adelphia
- xavier
- hanwei
19 .Name three of your favourite brands:
- dorothy perkins
- topshop
- levi's
20 .Name three of your fave things to do :
- watchin movies
- shoppin
- hangin ard wif frenz
< ! Those quest ! >
How are you feeling today?- derange.. disappointed.. jovial
what are you doing right now?- listenin to songs
are you attached?- ya
do you like anyone in a special way? - special? umm.. dunno
does he/ she know?- shld be.. haha
where was the last place you went?- dover
what will you be doing tomorrow?- internetin n internetin
what are you looking forward to at the end of thisweek?- rest n slp more
what will you buy with a million dollars?- an apparel shop
write something random here:- tis's another way of bloggin (;
chloe feels 7:43 PM

1. whose picture that you keep in your wallet?- my frenz, kx's onced-obese pic n myself..
2. what time do you go to bed? - 1 or 2 plus..
3. what was the last thing you did before filling this survey? - makanin..
4. who's the one you always meet the most?- class/sch mates..
5. who's the person you're gonna call if you need help? - mummy!
6. what's on your mind right now? - can i ponteng sch since itz rainin nw?
7. who's number on your speed dials? - i dun use tt.. i wun rmb which no belongs to who..
8. with whom do you wanna be to have fun?- frenz!!
9. what movie do u wanna watch now? - e maid..
10. when was the last time you went out? - ytd.. after sch
11. what do you hate the most for now? - e rain!!!
12. when was the first time you slept alone? - i cant rmb..
13. what do you wanna do for now? - go back slp..
14. what do you do everyday besides eat and sleep at home? - hang ard wif frenz, watch shows..
15. what could piss you off? - wen im irritated?
16. fave pet? - rabbit
17. colors that make you happy? - GrEEEEEeeen
18. most fave thing in your room? - my bedd
19. what was the last thing you bought for your room? - nth..?
20. any instruments in your room? - nopey
21. do you cook? - i dunno how to..
22. miss someone? - at tis moment.. no..
23. plan to buy something? - yes! edc's apparel..
24. are you satisfied with your life now? - so so lah..
25.do you like seafood? - yeaaa
26. breakfast or dinner? - breakfast.. dinner makes me fat!
27. what do you usually eat for breakfast? - milo, choc bread, cornflakes, yogurt
28. did you eat breakfast today? - look at e time, im had my lunch n breakfast as 1 meal..
29. do you recycle? - no..
30. do you have a laptop? - no..
31. what's your favorite fast food? - all okie xcept kfc..
32. cats or dogs? - puppies..
33. salty or sweet? - both..
34. city or country? - country..
35. what's your favorite jeans? - all r alrite to me..
36. Is kissing normal for your age? - yea
37. are you athletic? - nt really.. i onli like swimmin n cyclin
38. do you swear? - no.. for wat?
39. would you ditch your friends for a date? - i'll depend on who call me out 1st..
40. do you have your own cell phone? - yep
41. what do you wear to bed? - t-shirt n shorts..
42. ever had a crush on a teacher? - no leh.. i feel tt dey're too old
43. coke or pepsi? - pepsi.. i tink itz sweeter..
44. sugar or spice? -sugar for lime juice, spice for curry rice
45. can you use chopsticks? - i use..
46. do you like to read for pleasure? - ya.. mags..
47. do you care about getting good grades? - at times, wen i tink i can score for tt particular sub.
48. have you ever fallen asleep in class? - almost everyday..
49. get a job or ask your parents for money? - money frm parents..
50. is your dad strict? - nt really.. he's sumone who dun interfere into his children's privacy..
51. do your parents give you enough privacy? - ya.. n i love them!
chloe feels 10:50 AM